Sometimes I don't want to think about
you, even if you're always on my mind. I always think of your smile,
the ways your eyes light up. Of happy moments..
Except I can't help the times where I
remember things that make me.. almost angry at you. Things that make
me want to cry, to hit something an make it feel the pain I felt. But
I learned that crying only gets you hit even more.
I remember back when we were kids, you
took me under your wing right away. Though the other kids told me to
stay away from you. I'm not sure if I regret the decision to stay by
your side or not. I'll be honest with you, and tell you the truth for
once. I'm tired of hiding behind lies to watch you smile.
I love you.
Well, that's a weight off my
shoulders.. haha.. Anyways. You have no idea how much I love you, and
you probably don't believe me either. But I do.. I love the way you
stared at me in class without thinking I might turn around and catch
your gaze – which was fun to do on purpose.